" A WORK IN PROGRESS "

WHO AM I , who’s to say, I’m still yet to discover, and through this journey you and me might both get to know. Let me start by telling you that I can really get along with people I can connect too. If you want to laugh and goof around, have endless pointless talks, and share your heart out with its safe to say that I am the person for you. I can be weirdly emotional, crazy, and happy at the same time and maybe a whole lot more but only the people who know me, actually get me. My hearts a riot of colors and each one vividly explains how I am and who I might be in the coming years. Which is actually really difficult to understand considering the fact that I myself don’t know how I might react in different situations and what traits I am to discover in myself in the future ,  which puts me in an identity crises , but it’s okay to feel lost sometimes , everybody feels that way at  some point in their life and I am actually curious to know what might come through my way , so that makes me really optimistic too which I have tried to be almost all these years through , friendships, examinations, puberty, relationships, etc. To me real connections are what really matter and even a slight indifference can have a drastic effect on me, what I’m really trying to say here is I am bad at handling change which is yes, a regular part of life but I’m trying hard to remain calm through all that life throws at me and considering where I am now, I am proud to say that I’m really handling it pretty well. I am extremely observant and considerate towards people’s emotions and always wonder if I have done right by them, I just simply want people to be themselves around me because only then it makes me and them genuinely happy which is how I want it to be, I am basically a few fries short of a happy meal, pointless and funny at the same time. I have this weird fetish of storing small things like photos, memos, letters that I remember people by, I like to keep them as a memory of the wonderful things in life, feels good to have so much to be grateful for . There’s not much that I desire from the world except a lifetime of love and acceptance from the ones I love and trust and the ones I’m yet to discover as I explore through life. I know for a fact that the world will not, just stop, it will constantly change, changing everyone with itself and there’s not much we can do about it except making each day count and living life to the fullest which I desire to do. I might make mistakes , break down, get lost through all of this , but hey , I’m only a small town kid trying to find my place in this big , wide world , I’ve only been around for eighteen years and there’s so much left for me to explore and learn. So ask me again, who am I? , I am totally, completely me at this given moment, Label-less. Limitless. This is me spilled out on paper.